Open, open

 I have been pondering God's role as an opener in my life.  

I thought about a few verses in Revelation, in which Jesus says that he is the one "who is holy and true,who holds the key of David.  What he opens no one can shut, and what he shuts no one can open...See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut." (Revelation 3:7-8 (NIV)).

 I found myself asking, "What are the things/what are the doors that God opens in my life.  And eventually, I found myself singing.

Open, Open

Open, open, what doors do You open?

What doors do You open for me?

Open up the door to eternal life

So that I can walk on the path of light.

Open up my prison of sin and shame

So I can walk freely and feel no blame.

Open up my ears to Your Holy Book.

Open up the way with Your shepherd's crook.

Open up my heart. Open up my mind.

Open up my eyes so I won't be blind.

Open up my heart to my neighbor's need

so that I can love both in word and deed.

Open Your throne room high above

So I can find mercy and know Your love.

Open, open, what doors have You opened?

What doors have You opened for me?

God, Our Provider

In this season of political turmoil, it seems particularly necessary to remind myself that God is in control.  As I anticipate coming time when a number of people will be experiencing hardships, I want to solidify my understanding that God is a provider.  That I do not need to be afraid to be generous, that all of us can pray for God's provision.

I have been thinking about Romans 5:3-5, "Even in times of trouble we have a joyful confidence, knowing that our pressures will develop in us patient endurance.  And patient endurance will refine our character, and proven character leads us back to hope.And this hope is not a disappointing fantasy, because we can now experience the endless love of God cascading into our hearts through the Holy Spirit who lives in us. (TPT)

And James 1:2-4 (TPT) "My fellow believers, when it seems as though you are facing nothing but difficulties, see it as an invaluable opportunity to experience the greatest joy that you can!  For you know that when your faith is tested it stirs up in you the power of endurance.  And then as your endurance grows even stronger, it will release perfection into every part of your being until there is nothing missing and nothing lacking.

The final piece that went into this song was the memory of a friend of mine who would teach about gratitude, saying that he had always had what he needed (though not necessarily all that he wanted) provided for him--and that he knew that, because he was still here, still breathing.

You Have Always Provided 

You have always provided

All that I need.

I know that because I am breathing

Through sorrow and joy

You have cared for us all

Through winter and summer,

Through springtime and fall

You have always been there

You surround us with care

Through hardship and even disaster

Through rich times and poor times

You hold out Your hand

Through trials our faith will grow faster.

You have always provided

All that we need.

We know that because we are breathing.

Through sorrow and joy

You have cared for us all

Through winter and summer,

Through springtime and fall.

You have always been there

You surround us with care

Through hardship and even disaster

Through rich times and poor times

You hold out Your hand.

God help us be true

And to fully trust You

And to know in our hearts

You're the Master.

My Creator Created the World

 I wrote this song back in 2011, in conjunction with a project that meant I wasn't singing it constantly to myself, unlike most of the songs that I write.  And I had completely forgotten it.  Then I found it again, and kept thinking of it, and singing it to myself.  Finally, I decided that the time had come to play around with adding pictures, and recording it, so that is what I did today.  I am so grateful for vecteezy.com which enables me to find ai generated pictures that allow me to illustrate something like this without crediting each and every individual artist.  And I am also grateful for the many individual artists who cooperate with the Great Creator to make something like this possible.

My Creator Created the World

You spoke the world into being

Creatures both seen and unseen

Spirit and flesh came to life at Your touch

My mind can't imagine how You did so much

Every star and every planet

Each electron spinning so fast

Every galaxy whirling so slowly

In the dizzying cosmic dance.

Each blade of grass and every kitten

Each grain of sand and each fish in the sea

Thunder and lightning and sparrows and chickens

You made it all – You caused it to be

You made the whole world

And You made me.

My Creator created the world.

Fire and water and vacuum and dust

Unthinkable vastness 

And hearts that can trust

My Creator created the world

Our Creator created the world.

Temple Sparrows

 I was looking for all the words to this song that I wrote over a year ago, and was surprised to find that I'd never posted it here.  It's one I like a lot, though I don't have much to say about it.

Sparrows have been very comforting to me since the time that I wrote a song proclaiming that even though I'm not important in terms of this world, "I know a God who cares about sparrows."

This song began as I thought about Psalm 84:3 (NIV) "Even the sparrow has found a home, and the swallow a nest for herself, where she may have her young--a place near your altar, LORD Almighty, my King and my God."  And of course, if I'm going to think about sparrows, it seems inevitable that I will think about what Jesus said, in Matthew 10:29-31 (NIV), "Are not two sparrows sold for a penny?  Yet not one of them will fall to the ground outside your Father's care.  And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered.  So don't be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows. "

Temple Sparrows

At Jerusalem's temple, near the altar that was blessed

The swallows and the sparrows built their tiny nests.

In the place that was sacred they would all fly around

Knowing their babies would be safe on holy ground.

Like a sparrow in the temple

Let me fly in Your love

Let Your Spirit take me higher

To Your throne room above.

In the presence of my Savior

Let me settle and rest.

Secure in the knowledge that

I'm loved and I am blessed.

In the markets of Galilee and of Jerusalem

They sold two birds for a penny

People came for them.

And Jesus said his Father cared for every bird that fell.

So we can be confident that He cares for us as well.

Like a sparrow in the temple

Let me fly in Your love

Let Your Spirit take me higher

To Your throne room above.

In the presence of my Savior

Let me settle and rest

Secure in the knowledge that

I'm loved and I am blessed.

Like a sparrow in the temple

Let us fly in Your love

May Your Spirit take us higher 

To Your throne room above

In the presence of our Savior

Let us settle and rest

Secure in the knowledge 

We are loved and we are blessed.

God, the Great Giver

I've been thinking about the various attributes of God that sometimes function as a kind of name for God, and one that came up is that God is a Giver.  Maybe with Thanksgiving on the horizon, that struck me.

When people think of God as a giver, and think of actually praying for specific things, this is sometimes derided as reducing God to a heavenly vending machine.  You pop in prayer, and he pops out stuff, and if the stuff doesn't arrive, then maybe it's a stuck vending machine, or you didn't add enough faith or something like that.

We think of the old Janis Joplin song, "O God, won't you buy me a Mercedes-Benz?  My friends all drive Porsches, I must make amends.  O God, won't you buy me a Mercedes-Benz?"  And we are (rightfully, I think) scornful of the materialism derided in that song.   But it is not the case that the only good prayers are exclusively spiritual.  We are commanded to ask for our daily bread.  And Jesus expected tax money to be given to him, and provided miraculous catches of fish.  

When I started meditating on some of these scriptures, I was somewhat surprised to find that the verse I was familiar with as "Every good and perfect gift is from above..." was actually about giving as well as gifts.  In time, that yielded a song.

"All generous giving and every perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of lights, with whom there is no variation or the slightest hint of change.  By his sovereign plan he gave us birth through the message. of truth, that we would be a kind of first fruits of all creation." (James 1:17-8 NET)

“Which of you, if your son asks for bread, will give him a stone?  Or if he asks for a fish, will give him a snake? If you, then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give good gifts to those who ask him! (Matthew 7:9-11 NIV) 

“Which of you fathers, if your son asks for a fish, will give him a snake instead?  Or if he asks for an egg, will give him a scorpion? If you then, though you are evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father in heaven give the Holy Spirit to those who ask him!” (Luke 11:11-13 NIV)

All Good Gifts

All good gifts and all good giving

Come down from the Father of lights

All good gifts and all good giving

Come down from the Father of lights.

He gave us new birth by the word of his truth

So we could be first fruits of all creation

First fruits are his; they are given to God

He gave us as gifts to himself.

All good gifts and all good giving

Come down from the Father of lights

All good gifts and all good giving

Come down from the Father of lights.

If you who are evil know how to give 

Good gifts to the kids you adore.

How much more will your Heavenly Father

Give to his children so much more?

All good gifts and all good giving

Come down from the Father of lights

All good gifts and all good giving

Come down from the Father of lights.

If your child asks for bread, you won't give them a stone

If they ask you for fish you won't give a snake.

And those who ask God for the Holy Spirit

Will find He is given to them.

All good gifts and all good giving

Come down from the Father of lights

All good gifts and all good giving

Come down from the Father of lights.

God's Gift

 This morning I was thinking about spiritual gifts, because our church will soon be doing a workshop about this topic.  And suddenly I heard this song in my heart, God singing it over me and all of us.  Very simple and short, but meaningful to me.

God's Gift

Be a gift, be a gift

Be a wonderful present

Be a gift, be a gift 

To the world.

Help them know who I am.

Help them see that I love them.

Be my gift, be my gift

To the world.

You're my gift, you're my gift

You're my wonderful present.

You're my gift, you're my gift

To the world.

When the Testing Comes

 I was in a Bible Study.  We had just read 1 John 4: 17-18.

"This is how love is made complete among us so that we will have confidence on the day of judgment:  In this world we are like Jesus.  There is no fear in love.  But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment.  The one who fears is not made perfect in love."

The question was asked, "What is the day of judgment?" and it occurred to me that there are many sorts of "days of judgment", times when our faith is tested.  I don't have fear for the final day of judgment, but what about the intermediary times of testing.  I don't want to be foolishly sure that I will pass the test in all times of trial.

So that became a prayer, became a poem, became a song.  I probably did not pay as much attention as I might have to the rest of the study.  

When the Testing Comes 

When the testing comes,

I want to ring like a bell

When the trials come,

Give me Your stories to tell.

Let me know Your love

Throws away all my fear

Let me walk in love,

Knowing You will be here

And Your love casts out fear.

You are my Number One

Come and burn like fire.

Let my passion grow

Let the flames reach up higher

Burn away all chaff

Burn away all my dross

When I pass through flame

Nothing real will be lost.

When the testing comes,

I want to ring like a bell

When the trials come,

Give me Your stories to tell.

Let me know Your love

Throws away all my fear

Let me walk in love,

Knowing You will be here

And Your love casts out fear.